Saturday, February 3, 2024

Hate

Specialist #2 specified a blood test for SE.  Had to check where to take those tests - the clinic near our home could comply and the test would cost over RM400.  Oh well, at least it was easy to take her there before breakfast.

With all the prohibitions and stress... my little daughter told me she wants to run away from home and that she hates me.  

Waiting

This clinic doctor (there is a rotation) was something else... She asked what the problem was and I briefly said SE has an eating problem.  She took it upon herself to loudly ask SE questions starting with, GIRL WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO EAT??  TELL ME!

I didn't expect a medically trained doctor to be so insensitive!  Eventually I motioned her to just take the blood.  

At least she managed to take the required sample.  Sitting didn't work and she got SE to lie down.

Blood being taken

 This journey is difficult. :(

2 comments:

  1. Yes, I can feel your pain. This is really a very difficult journey. It must hurt so much to hear SE says that she hates you and wants to run away from home.

    I guess most people including medical doctors won't understand why a young healthy girl such as SE doesn't want to eat. I hope you will eventually find a specialist who is trained professional to understand a young girl's mind of why she doesn't want to eat and how to connect with this young girl to get her to eat.

    All the best! Stay strong! 💪

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    1. I reminded myself she is saying these things out of her own pain.

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